This is the autobiography
As the world gets hectic
May the lord protect me
My life reflected
My voice projected
Like a track team
Two in the morning had us running down the block
Daddy was a crack fein
In my mother was in it
When you burnt the house down
The pain is infinite
How could I forget it
And I ain't even British
She's my queen
And I finished
That I went to school
She's the only reason
When I started being violent
Got on her knees and prayed for me
She told me that I had talent
'Til this day I don't know if I could be that
She saw something in me that
And when I'm done crying
But I'mma die trying
Like I'm retiring
And black out
Grab the iron
With my head under the covers
The reason that I sleep
Nightmares of you killing my mother
That it burn when I look at you
'Cause I hate you so much
And they should've thrown a book at you
As the world gets hectic
May the lord protect me
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As the world gets hectic
May the lord protect me
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And tell you how I miss you
Hold you and kiss you
Damn, I wanna run to you
And I can't let you go
But now it's official, it's over
Thought I would have a son for you
I did make me feel like I'm dying real slow
But I gotta let you know all the shit
They don't know what to do
'Cause no one understands me
And when I'm angry
When I'm hurt
And my daddy
And my man
You was my friend
'Cause of you all them chicks couldn't stand me
Anything I ever needed knew you had me
You was there when that bitch tried to stab me
That's the question
So why I hurt you?
To learn my lesson
It took this long for me
I finally understand the true meaning of karma
'Cause now all I want is peace and get drama
As the world gets hectic
May the lord protect me
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As the world gets hectic
May the lord protect me
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Forgive me
Please, baby
Trying to have fun
Mommy was too busy
Mommy was young
'Cause God knows I was better than that
On the back for sending you back
And I don't pat myself
I'm trapped in my conscience
The concept alone seems evil
To conceive then leave you
Who told me I wasn't ready for you
I adhered to the nonsense listened to people
What I was ready to do
But how the f*ck would they know
It's like I feel it in the air
It wasn't your fault
And of course
Can't you see I'm right here
Mommy, don't cry
I hear you saying
When I'm sleeping I see you in my dreams with me
I gotta let you know what you mean to me
Or just hold your little hand
Wish I could touch your lil' face
Maybe we can meet again
If it's part of God's plan
My life reflected
My voice projected
My life reflected
My voice projected
As the world gets hectic
May the lord protect me
As the world gets hectic
May the lord protect me
As the world gets hectic
May the lord protect me
My life reflected
My voice projected
As the world gets hectic
May the lord protect me
My life reflected
My voice projected
As the world gets hectic
May the lord protect me
My life reflected
My voice projected
As the world gets hectic
May the lord protect me
